J-Birdie: I rock the lamp shade

where’s the african guy? bring me the african guy!

Posted in babes, Existentialism, film, gimme brains, Inspiration, love, my heart, right write, sharebear by Jessica on December 31, 2009

“Motherfucking cock sucker motherfucking shit fucker, what am I doing? What am I doing? I don’t know what I’m doing. I’m doing the best that I can. I know that’s all I can ask of myself. Is that good enough? Is my work doing any good? Is anyone paying attention? Is it hopeless to try and change things? The african guy is a sign, right? Because if he isn’t, than nothing in this world makes any sense to me. I’m fucked. Maybe I should just quit. Don’t quit! Maybe I should just fucking quit. Don’t fucking quit! I’m fucked. I don’t know what the fuck to fucking do anymore. Fucker. Fuck, shit!”

-Albert Markovski
(Jason Schwartzman in I ❤ Huckabees)

I highly suggest seeing this movie, if you haven't already. It has a great message. I'm mega into existentialism, and that's what this movie is all about. If you don't get existentialism, you probably won't get much of this movie. It is very humorous though, regardless. Peep peep!

current loves

Two-Toned hair (via The Lipstick Diaries)

Jeffrey Campbell boots

Yuksek!!!! (peep his music)

Apollonia Kotero’s wardrobe in Purple Rain

Yellow Tail Wine


Tacky vintage sweaters (preferably 80s)

Olivia Thirlby

Rodarte for Target

Japanese Street Fashion!

Sharebear: Yuksek!

Totally in love with this dude, Yuksek.
I might be a little late on this, but whatevs.
Haling from Reims, France, Yuksek has crafted some dirty ass remixes of songs og by Mika, The Kaiser Chefs, and Ghostface Killah. His new album, “Away From the Sea” features the love of my life, Amanda Blank, on the track “Extra Ball”. His other tracks are equally wonderful, and totally dance worthy!

below is the link to the actual video, since i cant find any sites to embed it in here. 😦

Extraball- Yuksek

YUKSEK | MySpace Music Videos

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Lady Love: Katherine Connolly


Meet Kat!
She’s one of my closest friends ever. She’s really an amazing person, and amazingly talented. Her art is wonderful. I adore her photography, so I thought I’d post some of my favorites that she’s taken.


and there will be more where that came from.

so in love

with my Amanda Blank!

Yuksek from ideenight on Vimeo.


Posted in art, dancedancedance, debauchery, fashion, flyers, Funsies, graff, Inspiration, parties, sharebear, shows by Jessica on December 3, 2009

get involved!

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purple diamonds & red roses

Posted in art, beauty, cutie, do work, dope, Inspiration, love, Moi, pics, sexy, Tattoo by Jessica on November 19, 2009


Last night Carissa, Shamsa, Marielle, and I went to Nat’s Tattoo in Islip to pay a visit to tattoo artist, Edwin. I’ve been itching for tattoo work for so long. Carissa got her first tattoo. Shamsa and I basically forced her into it. It came out so nice! She got a rose with purple designs all around it. Sounds pretty simple, but it seriously looks so good! I don’t have a picture of it yet, but I’ll edit this when I do. I opted for a purple diamond on the middle finger of my right hand. It’s basically a “fuck you to marriage”, since it’s on my right hand’s middle finger. I’m obsessed with it and I can’t stop looking at it. And for such a small, simple tattoo, it came out fucking dope!
I cannot stress enough how amazing Edwin’s work is. Get over to Nat’s Tattoo.

Carissa is shy

my new, wittle tattoolie. you can’t tell it’s purple bc of the lighting.

A&D is grossies.

Also, Nat’s Tattoo is doing an amazing special until December 27th. Take advantage.

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Tattoo Points

Posted in art, beauty, do work, dope, Inspiration, love, pics, Tattoo, wantwantwant by Jessica on November 18, 2009

So, I think that everyone under the sun should go and get tattooed by my dude Edwin (aka Tyler) over at Nat’s tattoos. Hands down, he’s done some of the most amazing tattoo work that I’ve ever seen. Word is Bond (hahaha). Seriously though, I’m about to post a few pictures of his work and I dare you to tell me that he is not insanely talented. He definitely will be my tattoo artist from now on (as well as my Kyley).

do work:

I mean, how sick is his detail work? so serious.

See him at:
Nat’s Tattoo
177 Islip Ave
Islip, NY
631-650-1980 (ask for Edwin)

(master at work)

tell him Jess sent you.

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Weekend & Random

This weekend was a fun one. On Friday, was our Friday the 13th party at Monty’s house. The theme was supposed to be villains & victims, but not many people dressed up. I went all out, since I missed Halloween. I dressed up as a dead Fafinette (french graffiti artist, Fafi’s creations). Ava was Cruella Deville. Marielle was a dalmation. and Guns was a hotdog hahaha. My girl Ebz came out from the BX too. Always fun to chill with her.
Here are some flicks from that:


On Sunday, Ava had a birthday soiree at Scudder Beach. It was a lot of fun. Filled with good people, good food, wine, & fishing. Also got to see one of my favorite people in the world, Devin. That ginger boy is my heart! ❤


Tomorrow, Felt 3 drops. I believe this one is “A Tribute to Rosie Perez”, which is awesome. Love Rosie Perez. I’m glad another Felt album has dropped. Slug & Murs are a perfect duo. They sound great together.

Also, stay tuned because a few friends and myself are starting a theme band soon! cannot wait.

Sharebear: Sweatheart

“Philadelphia-based filth-rock collective Sweatheart specializes in raunchy club/pop with titles like “Fingerbangin'” and “Dreambeaver.” Formed by visual artists Thom Lessner and Rose Luardo in 2005, Sweatheart’s debut album, So Cherri, was released on Tone Arm Records in the summer of 2006. The band further included Amanda Blank by this time, along with their backing band “The Toddlers.” ~ James Christopher Monger, All Music Guide

I’ve loved this band for awhile now. They’re so great. Dress-up bands are great fun and me and some of my broads actually have a project lined up… but that’s a secret for now.
Sweatheart has fun, dancey, vulgar songs. “Finger bangin'” being my favorite. They’ve always got great costume themes too.
Especially love that my future ex-girlfriend, Amanda Blank (rapper/singer), is in this band. she’s so talented. When I saw her live, i was in love. prettiest lady ever, in my opinion.

Here be some flicks and videos.

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who knew?

Posted in Birdie, gimme brains, Haterade, Inspiration, jbird, memories, Moi, right write, sharebear by Jessica on November 12, 2009

I’d rather be alone, then listen to the crowd.
Your voice spews louder than anyone else.
Your voice makes me want to vomit.
I would vomit up all the lies I took in from you.
I’d rub your face in it.
Then I’d feed you some of my lies.
Since you thought I was bullshit anyway, right?
If that’s what you expect from me, don’t worry… I won’t disappoint!

“I bet god thinks your amusing.”


Posted in art, cutie, Funsies, Inspiration, Lady Love, love, Super Mario by Jessica on November 9, 2009

coming soon.
hint hint.

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Where Brooklyn At?

Posted in art, beauty, Brooklyn, dope, Inspiration, love, Ugly/Lovely, wantwantwant by Jessica on November 9, 2009

i miss brooklyn.

I’ve always been enamored by this house, “Broken Angel”, in Clinton Hill.
How sick is it, really?

i wanna go inside.
i wanna live there.

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Photo of the Day

Posted in art, beauty, dope, Inspiration, love, my heart, photo of the day, sexy, Ugly/Lovely, we heart it by Jessica on November 7, 2009

How dope is this?

Hellz Bellz Holiday 09

Posted in beauty, Collections, dope, fashion, Hellz Bellz, Inspiration, love, new stuff by Jessica on November 6, 2009

“Cult Classics”

This line is inspired by the classic movie, “Heathers”.
Love that film.
Love these pieces.
Love Hellz Bellz.

love love love
every single piece.

Sharebear: Xiu Xiu

Posted in art, dope, Inspiration, love, music, my heart, sexy, sharebear, video, youtube by Jessica on October 8, 2009

“Crank Heart” -Xiu Xiu (one of my favorite songs ever!)

“Xiu Xiu (pronounced “shew shew”) is an experimental band originally from San Jose, California and currently based in Oakland, California. The band is named after the main character of the 1998 Chinese film Tian yu (a.k.a. Xiu Xiu: The Sent-Down Girl).”
-via last.fm

I highly suggest getting into all of their music. It’s definitely not for everyone, but for those who it is for, it will blow your mind!

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Jean-Charles de Castelbajac’s Spring 2010

Posted in beauty, Collections, cutie, dope, fashion, Funsies, Inspiration, love, new stuff, sexy, wantwantwant by Jessica on October 8, 2009

Wow, this is absolutely amazing!
I love everything about this collection.

The theme is Pirate!
How could you not love that?

My favorite is the Donald Duck dress.

For True

Posted in Atmosphere, beauty, Inspiration, love, my heart by Jessica on October 7, 2009

“Inspiration stems from love and stress compounding.”

~Sean Daley

my favorite quote. it’s even etched into my skin. love.

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Photo of the Day

Posted in art, beauty, Funsies, Inspiration, love, my heart, photo of the day, wantwantwant, we heart it by Jessica on October 6, 2009

Because I would like to decorate my room like this.

We Heart It!

Lady Love: Shannyn Sossamon

Posted in beauty, cutie, hair, Inspiration, Lady Love, love, sexy by Jessica on October 5, 2009

In my opinion, this broad is the most beautiful woman in the world! She has great style, always has sick hair (I used to get my hair cut like her all the time), and she originated as a DJ… just another reason to make her all the more awesome. She also skateboards, a woman after my heart! I love to love this lady.

She makes me recycle my belief, that long hair is overrated.


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